Lately, I have been getting more anxious and
worried as it is obvious that I am not getting any younger; with the
worst part being my inability to keep a relationship with a man for a
long time.
I turned 27 yesterday and my anxiety level has
reached fever pitch. With my longest relationship ever not exceeding 5
months, it is a mystery how things never go my way in terms of keeping a
man. It’s either the man leaves or another girl snatches him from me.
It’s like a vicious circle, nothing ever changes since I started dating
at 22. I don’t have a boyfriend as I write this and I already have a
feeling that my next might not stay too. Could it be as a result of my
refusal to allow any man have sex with me due to the fact that I was
raped at age 16? My decision to stay without sex could be a factor, but
could it be that bad?
How can I convince him to stay with me? How can I keep a man? Most of my friends are now married and I am even more worried.
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